i’m just not who i was for a long time and that person feels like a stranger i don’t know how to pull aspects of that person back and i don’t really want to travel backwards so i’m just kind of going forwards but it’s strange and sometimes i feel like i’m doing it wrong but ultimately i think i’m doing better at least particularly because i’m not having as much mental health turmoil and anxiety and voices and that is the most important part i think at leastย 

cleanbodyfreshstart:

a few juicy juices made for today/ vibrant, vitamin packed energy on the go โœฟ
carrot ginger || celery kale cucumber apple || strawberries green grapes ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŠ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“ is your body getting the nutrients it needs to THRIVE? ๐ŸŒž

"Let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food." - Hippocrates

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i can’t really relate with drug culture much anymore

it’s kind of boring or something

but i wish i could in a way too

like it would be great to be carefree smoking joints and taking pills againย 

i can’t because of my antipsychotic medications that i will be on for the rest of my life

sometimes i feel like this whole mental health thing and getting the schizophrenia has been a punishment to keep me away from drugs

it’s not really a punishment per say but it feels like it was thought up by someone who wanted to keep me away from drugs

not that i ever did drugs that hardcore in the first place

way too hard to find and people acting shady like just be my friend and stuff

anyway yeah i don’t know why i’m writing this

i’m bored a lot these days

i have no ability to partake in drugs, i lost interest in video games too, most of my regular things that i was ocd about doing the past few years i have zero interest in doing - i should read more but what i am interested in reading is also boring for me now so it’s like a weird situation i’ve gotten myself intoย 

and the thing i should be doing is just homework and career development which is what i do mostly anyway but am i really old so that all my time is just focus on work related stuff

oh well

i am happy

i haven’t been suffering bad mental health episodes lately

and i’m losing weight

train-to-win:

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melancholybee:

I wannnnnnnnt

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vaginawoolf:

coolator:

i wanna be one of those people who does yoga at sunrise and drinks water out of mason jars filled with berries and twigs and shit

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i’m on medication now to sort of help me lose weight in a sense, i haven’t fully grasped how it is efficient in my condition other than it does make me less hungry and full faster - i do not have the urge to snack all night long or anything like that anymore.

i have been eating pretty healthy lately but not 100% clean or anything and I have still managed to lose 15lbs on this medication. ย I have only been taking it for about two weeks.

Now I’m sure that this will not be the pace I lose weight at forever, I am sure it will slow down very shortly but I am getting back into the gym and eating healthy. ย It feels great to not feel like a bottomless eating pit though!

gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and I’ve thought for a while now
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gretchainz:

ohadvevo:

This is so deep Iโ€™m gonna reevaluate my life

I never thought of it this way and Iโ€™ve thought for a while now

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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals
maybe they’re the ones who took all the water
not saying they did, but they just look so smug…

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh
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ayowtfbruh:

disgustinganimals:

ghostmapped:

chronicarus:

Spiders with water droplet hats are something I really needed to know about.

Shameless behavior in this drought,
disgustinganimals

maybe theyโ€™re the ones who took all the water

not saying they did, but they just look so smugโ€ฆ

The most kawaii thing i have ever seen tbh

Source: chronicarus

bitterglitterqueer:

THIS AVOCADO IS FURIOUS

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