i fucking hate when my eyes are just like “thats it we’re done reading intelligent topics for now” because i’m like “I STILL HAD ANOTHER 4-5 HOURS OF INTELLECTUAL READING ABOUT PROGRAMMING AND COMPUTER SCIENCE AND WEB DEVELOPMENT PLANNED”

ugh constant war with these shits of eyes, that i love most of the time but when they misbehave and act lazy i just wanna rip em out and trade em in.

if only that were possible.  i think getting LASIK was the best i could do towards that.

i keep hearing voices saying “jen why are you doing this” and i honestly fucking have to pass it off as bullshit breakthrough symptoms of my schizophrenia because IT MAKES NO SENSE I HAVE VOICES IN MY HEAD THAT TRY TO MAKE THEMSELVES SOUND LIKE THEY ARE COMING FROM PEOPLE IN MY LIFE OR WORSE PEOPLE I USED TO KNOW THAT I NO LONGER WANT IN MY LIFE AND THEY MOST OF THE TIME LIKE NOW MAKE NO SENSE LIKE WHAT IS THIS REFERRING TO?

i’m reading computer science stuff maybe the voices mean “why are you pursuing a career in computer science like seriously you don’t belong” or something and I’m like IF YOU WERE A REAL PERSON I WOULD PUT A FUCKING FIST IN YOUR FACE FOR SAYING THAT SHIT TO MY FACE SO YOU BETTER SCRAM NAO.

etc etc etc

DONT LET SCHIZOPHRENIC VOICES STOMP ON YOUR DREAMS OF HAVING A CAREER FOR YOURSELF.  I DON’T NEED ANYONE’S JUSTIFICATION TO ENJOY COMPUTER SCIENCE BUT I DO LOOK FORWARD TO COLLABORATING AND CONVERSING WITH OTHERS IN THE INDUSTRY ON AN INTELLECTUAL LEVEL.  IF “YOU” ARE TRYING TO FUCK THIS UP FOR ME, I HOPE KARMA RUINS YOUR LIFE AND GIVES YOU 5 YEARS OF UNEMPLOYMENT AND SEE HOW YOU OVERCOME ADVERSITY NOT TO MENTION A FUCKING UNCURABLE MENTAL HEALTH DISEASE THAT MAKES A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE ACT REALLY WEIRD TOWARD ME NOW.

vonmurr:

Thierry Mugler Leather Rainbow Jacket, S/S 1990

$14.000

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joshpeck:

thesylverlining:

what happened in roughly 1870 though

why was there temporary internet

with a few people searching for pokemon?

image

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i’m at a lake in north dakota right now :) i’ll be here for a couple weeks.  i hope the weather gets nice and hot i want to jump in the lake so bad!

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girlsgetbusyzine:

FED UP

me often when i think about things but not currently
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girlsgetbusyzine:

FED UP

me often when i think about things but not currently

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catazoid:

As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place

this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this
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catazoid:

As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place

this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this
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catazoid:

As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place

this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this
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catazoid:

As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place

this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this
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catazoid:

As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place

this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this

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crystalbud:

incredible-kush:

KIva, Raws, Starbucks to kick start the day

So perfect
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crystalbud:

incredible-kush:

KIva, Raws, Starbucks to kick start the day

So perfect

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chickenshit:

real birds tweet on twitter
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real birds tweet on twitter
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real birds tweet on twitter

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